March.15.01

I just remembered--the other night, I had a dream that I was kissing a girl. I remember thinking, "Gee, I wonder if this qualifies as cheating on C.," as I was passionately kissing this girl.

My whole life, I always wanted to kiss a girl, just to see what it was like. But I was always too shy and scared. Now that I'm married, I guess I probably won't. Y'know, that doesn't really bother me so much.

Ever since I met him, I've wanted to kiss R.F., but I'll never do that either.

Finally admitting this stuff and I'm still standing! Lightning hasn't struck me, and the earth doesn't show any signs of swallowing me up.

Some things you want, you can't have, and that's the way it goes.

square - hip