May.11.04 Ugh, I suck. My motivation is like a shrunken thing in the sun, shrinking and stinking. People call, people email, send me things, I can't respond. All I can do is nothing. What a jerk I am. What's wrong with me? I don't feel like a very good friend to the friends I have right now. And how funny that I have accidentally gotten reaquainted with a whole slew of old friends from Kansas City, via Friendster. One girl contacted me, and now I'm connecting with all these other lost-losts through her. But if I can't even connect with the ones I have already, what am I doing with these new ones? I know it will pass, but in the meantime, I just feel like a total asshole.
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